you probably fell in love without knowing who he really is.
but does that really matter?
especially now?
when you're so far gone.
when you're sinking so deeply.
you probably fell in love without knowing who he really is.
I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING TO CHURCH FOR CHRISTMAS!
my feelings are made out of real things.
ben's being more and more a pain in the ass these days.
ATTENTION PEOPLE!
dont ask who he is because i'm not telling.
i though age made you more mature.
nesha sabotaged my conversation.
it seems funny.
some how i think that fridays are not a dread.
i'm happy.
let today be the start.
so i tell myself that i would go to school today.
I HEART YOU.
THEY TELL ME THAT YOU FEEL WHAT I DO.
botak jones on saturday was good.
try guessing what i found last night.
is changing a good thing?
i'm laughing like crazy and doing things like dancing and jumping around RP.
i dont know why i did it. but i did.
jeng jeng jeng!
EDIT.
i dont want a relationship because its so complicated.
my resignation was not approved.
i have birthdays to talk about.
audrey says that fats are the new hot.
the first song that mirrorboy played for the class made me almost want to cry.
lets pray that nesha comes to school today.
i love kaira!
i'm stuck on my PP. i'm on my third point. three out of six and i dont know how to link or continue. i'm going to fail my PP. and i havent even hit a thousand words.
only an apple for breakfast. and i'm still full. gosh
bad day today.
i went for a run. and did jumping jacks. and skipped roped until my boobs hurt. and bench presses.
i saw him three times today.
i saw him today! i melted and according to kaira, the rest had to scoop me up and carry me back to class.
i cried last night on the phone because i gained like 3927619734663kg.
18th birthday is one month and 5 days away. and i have a lists of thing i want to do when i turn 18.
did i mention?
i dont know how to go about this. maybe by making myself numb would be better.
a sweet dream of you reminded me of exactly why i fell in love with you.
i was supposed to go swimming yesterday only to find out that the pool was closed for renovation! and to think that i could have done some exercise to get rid of the horrible fats i've been carrying around! can some one please tell me just how to lose all those fats?